Insatiable: (The Damaged Series Book 1) by D. Sparks

Author:D. Sparks [Sparks, D.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: D. Sparks
Published: 2022-05-19T16:00:00+00:00

Today is perfect. Days like this always are with Jay. I am not thinking about James, my home, or anything else that’s caused my sleepless nights lately. Even with the awkwardness of the past two weeks with all three of them, it’s still been better than any day spent with James. Why did I not see it? Did I settle with James because I felt he was what I deserved? Two weeks in therapy and we are still getting to the bottom of my insecurities. The nightmares are still there but they are easing now I have someone to talk about them with.

I was so shocked by the revelations of the first night with the guys, that I shut them all out. I didn’t want to accept that after all this time they still felt passionately about me. My thoughts drift back to my session from yesterday. By the end of it I knew I still have work to do, but I don’t want to do it without them in my life.

“Do you think you don’t deserve love, Tate? Dr. Schaffer asks, her pen taps the clipboard she’s holding with a metronome like cadence that I find hypnotic. I sit back on the comfy black plush suede couch with my eyes closed. I find it is easier to talk to her this way. There is something about eye contact when I am at my most vulnerable that makes me clam up. I don’t like to believe that she is passing judgment on my life’s decisions, so I keep my eyes closed. I don’t have to see her.

“When my parents died, I was sixteen. It was just my grandmother and me. I always wondered where my other family members were. Why didn’t anyone step up from my father’s side of family? They didn’t even bother coming to the funeral. Just all their friends. I guess that’s where it all started.” I can hear the pen scratching quickly along the paper, then it stops. “I believe that they didn’t reach out because they didn’t love me. No one cared what happened to me. Not a good headspace to be in as a teenage girl, hey. I developed a hard skin after it. I knew then no one was going to love me more than I loved myself. That I was enough. So, for a long time I didn’t think I deserved it because no one offered.” I take a shaky breath. I have never thought this deeply about it at all. But therapy is opening up all of my old the wounds, and I’m bleeding out the bad and patching myself up piece by piece.

“What about Cace, Jay, and Sean? Do you mind if I ask about them? We’ve looked at your reason for being with James, but I am curious about where your head is about the three of them.” For some reason I knew she would want to know how I feel about them, especially after the love question. Okay, Dr.

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